that happened to me, but it's all back the way it was five years ago.
I'm almost 18, and in the past five years I've grown from listening to emo music, to pop music. from watching horror, to comedy. from having no friends, to have hundreds.
but as my 18th birthday closely approaches, I just sit by and watch as my life goes back to exactly the way it was when I was 13.
I watch, and do nothing to stop it.
the depressing music about suicide becomes more and more appealing. even though, I thought for so long that I was getting better. in every part of me.
I'm drackie, and this was a different blog that no one read. now it's a new one, that no one will read.
so many things have changed for me lately. I couldn't even begin to tell you, you probably wouldn't believe me.
but please. stay around, if there is anyone to stay around.
and see, you may learn something.
goodnight world.
drackie. xo.
